My plan v God's plan

Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.  Proverbs 16:3 

So this last few weeks is not what I had envisioned.  Back last November, when we first started discussing homeschooling, this isn't how it was supposed to go.  I had a grand vision of starting school with a completely put together classroom, everything planned, all copies made, and things organized to the "T".   We were going to start with fun activities, a great breakfast out to celebrate not going back to school the day when all their friends went back to public school.  Nathaniel was going to have an amazing first day of Kindergarten at home, and we were all going to have a great first day of Super Friday, the homeschooling enrichment classes the kids are attending on Fridays.  I committed all my plans to the Lord.

But that's not how it played out.

In June, we made a trip to the hospital with Nathaniel.  We were there several days and found out that he needed surgery on his kidney.  And guess when the surgery was scheduled...the week that I had planned to start school.  So I changed the plan to start a week earlier and give the older kids two weeks to finish up the first week's work. Of course, in between the time we were in the hospital the first time and August when the surgery was scheduled, Nathaniel broke his arm and had to have surgery on it as well.  Another 5 days in the hospital and 3 long weeks of treatment/recovery.  The week after his pins were removed, we started school, and it really was a great week.  Not what I had planned, but a great week nonetheless.

The next week was the surgery on his kidney.  We spent about 5 days in the hospital after the surgery, and things were awesome.  He was doing well, and we were released to go home.  The other kids hadn't gotten the few things from Week 1 complete, but James and I got them caught up and we were ready to start Week 2.

But Monday happened.  We had to make a trip back to the ER.

Nathaniel started having complications from surgery, and now we are at the end of the week and still in the hospital.  Not the plan at all.

But you know what...it's OK.  And just because things didn't go according to MY plan doesn't mean things aren't a success.  And that's something that I really needed God to teach me from the very beginning.   Homeschooling WILL be a success because it was a desire and plan from Him for my family, but God may (and probably does) have a little different way of getting us there than I had planned.

In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps. Proverbs 16:9


and besides....seriously, it's only the second week, and I really need to just get over it.  This is really so minor in the whole scheme of things.  We've got many more weeks, months, and years to go :)  God already sees the end, and it is good!